Tuesday, May 16, 2006

Ahhh, a rainy tuesday. I was going to go out today, but my alarm clock tolerance is getting worse. I let the dog out for like three and a half minutes, then I look out side and his nose is in a hole and dirt is flying all over our front porch! Now I have to give him a bath, he's disgusting, are pets really worth it?

Roofing was pleasant. I appreciate equitably arrangements. Eggrolls - not so much. The bathroom was...I don't know what. Gasket, valve, something rother (we were on a mostly spanish crew) what broken - but only for like a hour. who knows. From on the roof though you could see another roof with like twenty five people standing around on a roof - must be the friends! So soph and I wondered over there to use the bathroom. YOu know how they say you're seven people away from knowing everyone in the world. Well, I think we're two away from knowing our 6 million friends!

I've been getting so antsy. I actually have some free time, tuesdays and thursday! I now know what Sophie and Avril regularly do from 10am to 2pm - eat, computer, tv, movie. I really should learn from the best.

So, most people know I've had a little trouble with the whole "what do you want to do for work" thing. And bottom line is I don't know, I don't want to work! So physical therapy is the idea of the week, that or do a couple more classes so I'll have my A.A. Anyways, I was talking to my dad yesterday and at the age of 50 he still hasn't figured out what he wants to do. gosh, what a sick feeling that produced in my stomach. People are never as different from their parents as they think they are. I've been thinking about an article from a while ago on identity. It really was so good. Things are so temporary, I have so much to be thankful for.

I'm not trying to make anyone jealous, but sleeping in till 10 is amazing. It's hard to be a grump when you do.

One other thing I've noticed. If someone keeps telling you something over and over - you can start to believe it! Projection is such a scary thing. People don't realize what they're doing. GROWN - alright, I HAVE to wash that dog!

7 comments:

abz said...

10 a.m. oh how i loathe u sometimes.

ok maybe not, but i'm very jealous, i'm definatly burning out over here.

fLoObAwOmPs! said...

u should've come in service it was fun and all wet and rainy! but i hear u on the whole sleep thing i came home from service today and took a 5 hour nap! lol. and we worked w/a spanish crew this weekend too! it was funny trying to communicate w/the ones that didnt speak english. anywho bye lol

Nina said...

floobaawomps who are you. Im guessing you're not really andrew, so why do you have his picture?

abz said...

thatz libby, einstein

J Cal said...

i think you've figured out your career anyway, pioneering, the rest just falls into place, that's what I hear at least... for me everything's fallin, just not into place...

physical therapy sounds cool, though personally I don't think I could be rubbin my hands on people all day long.

violette said...

i love rain

Vegan Runner Mommy said...

ahhh career, such a scary word! Pioneering is defantly the best career any one can have. Jehovah will provide the ways and means to support that horrible thing called 'bills' and 'life', it just takes time and patience to see just how and when that will happen.

physical therapy sounds like fun! I almost did that myself! But being with old people all day didn't exactly make me jump for joy (ha ha ;) j/k