Empty space. Most of the time, a simple forcing of the brain can produce something to fill that awkward gap, but other times laziness dominates.



ditzyness. So I realize some people think I can be a little ditzy sometime, or a lot of the time. And I do realize that and it's not something I prize in myself by anymeans. (This is not an appeal for a million people to write "but you're not ditzy nina" as comments - it's ok) But just as a bit of defense for all those featherbrained people out there. Everyone has different ways of coping with what everyday life throws at them - tiredness, annoying people, stress, lack of sleep. Most responds are not fantastic. But habits are hard to break. If someone has been trying most of their life to make the best of things, not see and ignore the bad, and try their best to be jolly, it can be hard to turn that off somtimes. True I believe living roughly in reality is far better than living happily in a cloud.

And as for anyone who may think such a thing, I am officially daring you to a battle of wits. That's right, just you and me and my GUUUAARRRDDS.