I went for a jog today. Some people are so inspiring and in such a haphazard way, I love it!

I do love to drive, and not just because driver picks music

There are such beautiful people in this world and most of them haven't a clue that they're one of them. I'm almost afraid that telling them might spoil them - that's silly though

I always feel at home in a coffee place - blackbird is quite the hotspot in Dublin Georgia. I'm quite a coffee guppie really - That's the right word and I'll admit it (Ahhh, Take Your Time - one of my favorite thailand memories). well, I have to change always to most of the time now that I really think about it. haha.

I must say last week I was quite, um annoyed that my boss air conditioned the entire house except the room where I work, but today it was so pleasant. The ceiling fan was on high, windows were open, and the stills were blaring. My boss watched me clock out today and pick up my bag and then some how suck my into looking at picture of the garden tour she took this weekend for 35 minutes. She just had such sad lonely eyes, it's impossible to walk away from them.

Let me be Silent

Some are fast learners and some are slow. At the age of 22 I am beginning to learn that silence truly can be golden. 2 cents can be so much better spent if only you can hold on to them. Such small triggers bring about such large clouds of mental gloom.

We are all made in the same image - all of us. Non of us can deserve what we have, or earn it, it was given - we had no part in that. Who are we!

Take what you want and discard the rest. Reshape and reform, mask it, disguise it, say it quickly, slur the words - You think it makes a difference?

It's been a long day, but a good day.

Ahhh, a rainy tuesday. I was going to go out today, but my alarm clock tolerance is getting worse. I let the dog out for like three and a half minutes, then I look out side and his nose is in a hole and dirt is flying all over our front porch! Now I have to give him a bath, he's disgusting, are pets really worth it?

Roofing was pleasant. I appreciate equitably arrangements. Eggrolls - not so much. The bathroom was...I don't know what. Gasket, valve, something rother (we were on a mostly spanish crew) what broken - but only for like a hour. who knows. From on the roof though you could see another roof with like twenty five people standing around on a roof - must be the friends! So soph and I wondered over there to use the bathroom. YOu know how they say you're seven people away from knowing everyone in the world. Well, I think we're two away from knowing our 6 million friends!

I've been getting so antsy. I actually have some free time, tuesdays and thursday! I now know what Sophie and Avril regularly do from 10am to 2pm - eat, computer, tv, movie. I really should learn from the best.

So, most people know I've had a little trouble with the whole "what do you want to do for work" thing. And bottom line is I don't know, I don't want to work! So physical therapy is the idea of the week, that or do a couple more classes so I'll have my A.A. Anyways, I was talking to my dad yesterday and at the age of 50 he still hasn't figured out what he wants to do. gosh, what a sick feeling that produced in my stomach. People are never as different from their parents as they think they are. I've been thinking about an article from a while ago on identity. It really was so good. Things are so temporary, I have so much to be thankful for.

I'm not trying to make anyone jealous, but sleeping in till 10 is amazing. It's hard to be a grump when you do.

One other thing I've noticed. If someone keeps telling you something over and over - you can start to believe it! Projection is such a scary thing. People don't realize what they're doing. GROWN - alright, I HAVE to wash that dog!

Be kind to me or be mean
I'll make the most of it
I'm an extraordinary machine

I've always loved fiona apple songs.
a) I always thought they relate to "me and my life"
b) They are very fun to sing along to - sooo bitter

Poor thing seems to have tourettes or something, and hints of antisocial disorder, but still very endearing.