So you know in older movies when the girl is all dressed up and has an arguement with a guy in a suit and throws her drink in his face. He always deserved it. It really wouldn't be such a big deal if they were at the beach, or just getting out of the swimming pool. It's really all about the clothes. It MESSED UP WHAT HE WAS WEARING. Ok class started ten minutes ago. To be continued...

Guilt

so I have a soda in my bag. do I take it out and drink it? if i don't i know it will eventually spill. but the english tutor is in my view and for some reason he is serving as my conscience today. There's a a whittlesey approach (taking out a manual) and a schumann approach (finding a screwdriver). I realized how schumann I was last night. my dvd player stopped working so I took it apart, broke something, put is back together, and IT WORKED! That made my evening.

I was walking from I very disappointing guitar class today and I recognized three little faces about 8 feet away. I put my noise up to the scc "gallery" glass and see Sarah Joe, Marga, and Violette. The snotty lady wouldn't let me in to get a better look, but it was definitely them. I find that photo so hilarious! I shall write nothing more on this subject.

I went home yesterday on my lunch break in search of legwarmers and only found kneesocks, I'm going to be a Doris and I know it.

Coffee or not, that is what i ponder - maybe I'll just settle for the freeze dried thai soup in my trunk. so i'm a picky eater, i know - only when i can be.

2:42 is the perfect time for a turkey sandwich. yumm. man, my mind is so fired up , but nothing blog worthy! I think sleeping pills might help. For the past week I have not needed sleep. Go figure.

I seriously love chatting.

Stupid movie of the week: Dany Deckchair. It's about a guy that floats away on a lawn chair that has lots of helium balloons attatched to it. stinkin retarded hilarious. but a only view if you'll laugh at anything mood.

Stupid joke of the week: Is chicken soup good for your health? Not if you're the chicken.

Empty space. Most of the time, a simple forcing of the brain can produce something to fill that awkward gap, but other times laziness dominates.



ditzyness. So I realize some people think I can be a little ditzy sometime, or a lot of the time. And I do realize that and it's not something I prize in myself by anymeans. (This is not an appeal for a million people to write "but you're not ditzy nina" as comments - it's ok) But just as a bit of defense for all those featherbrained people out there. Everyone has different ways of coping with what everyday life throws at them - tiredness, annoying people, stress, lack of sleep. Most responds are not fantastic. But habits are hard to break. If someone has been trying most of their life to make the best of things, not see and ignore the bad, and try their best to be jolly, it can be hard to turn that off somtimes. True I believe living roughly in reality is far better than living happily in a cloud.

And as for anyone who may think such a thing, I am officially daring you to a battle of wits. That's right, just you and me and my GUUUAARRRDDS.

Well, if you're reading this you've found my new blog address. I have no idea why I was watching the academy awards the other night - they're sooo boring. I think I had to find something to replace what I was suppose to be doing. Anyways. When I first created my blog we were planning our trip to Australia so thus the mrsheathledger (I understand that most never thought much of him, but in 10 things I hate about you he was quite the hotty) and the Call me Bruce for now (the monty python skit making fun of the aussies). So I did watch the awards and you probably don't know this or care, but brokeback mountain won a whole bunch of awards. The more awards they won the more times they would show little clips of the movie, the more times I would say "dear god, I have to change my blog address". So there you have it.

Yesterday, yesterday, what a day! It is so true, usually when a day starts badly, it continues that way. Well, I over slept about 20 min and woke up to the sound of my mother dear (not mother deer) (haha - i haven't gotten must sleep lately) yelling at the top of the stairs at my younger sisters. Well, it's not really a secret anymore, but Luna was bulimic. Avril and Alice are at present living like queens with the entire upstairs to themselves. Luna as was her custom (Ben I am using the word WAS - don't worry) threw up and the upstairs queens put a rug over it!! Now granted it was 6:15 A.M. so when my mom told Avril to get up and clean it she was less than eager to - well, she flatly refused to clean it at that time. So my mom quite out of her usual character (or not) was yelling about it, cleaning it herself, telling Avril that she was going to SAVE it and put it into her, and only her dinner, when she wasn't expecting it.

Thanks to the vocal family I was not late for school. In fact, even though I slept in 20 extra minutes, I was still early!

Fearing the "discussion" that was going on upstairs, I thought it best that I swing by Violette's between classes and barrow her guitar. so right before guitar class I run to vi's apt, but the key that she so generously have me to her apt WOULDN'T WORK! Ah frustration.

There really isn't any point to guitar class without a guitar so I was going to skip. I like to skip class when I have something worth skipping it for. So I started calling people. Ahhh Friends!

Lateness - I was driving Alice to school around 11 today. The service group saw us. I think the only way to be rid of this "late" reputation is to start being on time.

Borders - 10am - 6pm today. I am so much more productive there. I just wish I was working on something worth being productive at. Not that 8 solid hours of math isn't productive - but it's not. I saw them clean the windows today! They looked beautiful afterwards! So I'm buying a guitar Thursday - that's tomorrow! I think I'm going to buy an acoustic. Although I do love electric, but I think acoustics are cheaper and more convenient. I'm really going for cheapest type thing. Because I know I might not keep this guitar thing up. I want to, but when my little class thing is over - well I just need that structure. Well, if I keep writing it's going to get really boring, not that it hasn't already. Ok buh, bye.

Today no one was at work. So I found the spare key in a spider infested boot and let myself in. Work is sooo peaceful when I'm by myself. but the house was really cold and I was a afraid to turn on the heat because I thought my boss would come home and yell at me about it. THAT Just reminded me of something.

This is going to sound retarded - but I was at a concert months ago and I was trying very hard to stay towards the front, because well - it's just more fun. There was this guy standing next to us who was kinda annoying but who I chatted with a little. During the little intermission thing he like leans and yells over to me if this girl who was trying to make her way to the front could stand next to us. Well, I didn't really want some girl who I didn't know to use up valuable floor space, but I had chatted with that guy so I sorta felt like I had to be nice, so I said "alright, if she wants to stand right BEHIND me." The guy leans over and rolls his eyes and in a lower voice says "have a back bone." apparently this guy didn't really know this girl who was trying to squeeze her way to the front. I was seriously floored! Completely insulted because it was soo true what he said. I was like in shock for days! I seriously don't have a backbone sometimes, and this "nobody" totally knew it.

Yeah so that was that. I left work early are ran over to borders to do some major studying (mid terms, next week). Since they are discontinuing their coffee cards - they gave me a free one today. And I also got their little rewards card thing. Of course I can remember my email address just fine, but spelling it without writing it - spelling out loud makes me sound retarded - so I gave them my old one.

The coffee made my rather jittery and anxious - or maybe that's the tests that are coming up - I'm not sure. But I need to study about a fourth of my biology book so I'll be going :)

Why email when you can just blog? When you blog everyone can think you're talking about one thing or someone and really you're taking about something and someone completely different! That mostly applies to other people's blogs - I usually am not that tricky.

Truth be told. People are dense. And if they are not dense then they misinterpret ALL the time. I don't know how many times I've said this, but so often I come home and have this feeling that I've been hanging around this really annoying person - and that person was MEEE! People (and I) lack the ability to step outside ourselves and actually notice when that is happening (THAT being - the act of being annoying). That is when we rely on our friends. Life really stinks without friends (believe me I know! jk). So thank goodness for friends who tells us when to shut up. Ahh feedback, without it things can get pretty uncomfortable.

Luna Update: I am soo happy to say that Luna really has found a wonderful home. At least for the time being - until she gets evicted in August (hint, hint, anybody). She really is a snoby cat -pretty cats always think they're better than others.

Paragraph...what was it 17 became much clearer this morning - So did the fact that I am retarded. Former, latter, previous, whatever the word, was talking about the previous Verse!!! not the previously mentioned definition!

Spring break!!!! Next week. Not much of a break really. Minimum 100 hours this month - No excuses. And I love my family dearly. But service today with four schumanns was...well...the Chinese food was good, valvoline said "Take it to the dealership", Tire kingdom said "Come by tomorrow", The James' little baby is beautiful, Julia's hair now has a red tint to it, Sophie has some - OH MY GOODNESS. I totally forgot. DO NOT PUSH YOUR OPINIONS AS IF THEY ARE FACTS - THEY ARE your OPINIONS!!

So we finally did a call in the projects today and as we're leaving there are all these vultures eating a cat. Poor thing looked terrible - all eyeballess. THEN, the birds start, prepare yourself this is gross, they start pulling like five feet of intestines out of what's left of this cat. Violette slams on her breaks and someone(who happens to be in a photograph class) whips out of the car to take photos. Somedays you're just not in the mood for that and I mentioned that to our little car group. And apparently I was not appreciating ART. now if you think that is cool - that is your OPINION! Please do not say that something is wrong with MEEE. Man I feel gross just thinking about it. THEN, they were all like "what, is nina sad", YES!!! But of course, how could I keep up my meanest Schumann title if I sulk over a cat. anyways.