Ok so yesterday was extremely long, but it felt like about 5 and 1/2 hours long. Still itchy. The only time being a girl stinks is on a construction site or cite, no no site. If there's nothing to do I sit down, but then I feel like a lazy "girl". Not that I want to be one of those tough construction girls, because frankly they scare me and always look like they are trying to prove something.

So yeah, I got pretty dirty working on a kingdom hall. I do love getting dirty!

there was an unwanted visitor at our house today. I was warned about this person so I said I wanted nothing to do with this little visit session, but what I didn't think about was that if I did not answer the door, someone else would have to. Seems simple enough, I know. but glorious hindsight. So I sorta push a nasty job of entertaining onto someone else. I need to be a better big sister. I meant I'm a fine sister, but "big" sisters should, i don't know, take a couple falls for younger ones - instead of ducking out, or not caring. humm.

abstract and ambiguous are very much alike.

Spirit is eager, following through though...

Good night! :)

ok so what's new, not much

Headache emerges - too much caffeine again. you know when you look back and think you should have done something differently. You know what's worse, looking back and wishing you had done something differently, but having the chance and no greater insight. Knowing you didn't figure anything out - and you'd make the same mistakes over again.

It's nice saying "well at least I learned something." There is nothing consoling in thinking - "man that stinks, but what else is new."

umm, that sounds confusing and a bit depressed. But I'm not - depressed that it! Confused - yes but mostly by what I just wrote. I believe I truly have a dizzying intellect.

You know life really looks like a big loop. I don't know if I want to grow up. I don't want to work, pay bills - it's soo boring, maybe I'll be a missionary, or marry rich!

jk.

you know the saying "it's not about having what you want, it's about wanting what you have." Man! i've been thinking about that. Do you really want to change what you want - that's who you are. True maybe that will never happen. I might never get the job i want, or go where I want to go blah blah, but at least it's an unhappy ME. or I could be a contented other me. uhhmm. I'll think about the most retarded things forever and never receive an epiphany. so really I'm wasting time. THAT'S RIGHT - GO BE PRODUCTIVE! ok i will! bye.

ok so what's new, not much

Headache emerges - too much caffeine again. you know when you look back and think you should have done something differently. You know what's worse, looking back and wishing you had done something differently, but having the chance and no greater insight. Knowing you didn't figure anything out - and you'd make the same mistakes over again.

It's nice saying "well at least I learned something." There is nothing consoling in thinking - "man that stinks, but what else is new."

umm, that sounds confusing and a bit depressed. But I'm not - depressed that it! Confused - yes but mostly by what I just wrote. I believe I truly have a dizzying intellect.

You know life really looks like a big loop. I don't know if I want to grow up. I don't want to work, pay bills - it's soo boring, maybe I'll be a missionary, or marry rich!

jk.

you know the saying "it's not about having what you want, it's about wanting what you have." Man! i've been thinking about that. Do you really want to change what you want - that's who you are. True maybe that will never happen. I might never get the job i want, or go where I want to go blah blah, but at least it's an unhappy ME. or I could be a contented other me. uhhmm. I'll think about the most retarded things forever and never receive an epiphany. so really I'm wasting time. THAT'S RIGHT - GO BE PRODUCTIVE! ok i will! bye.

Hey - I'm posting again!!!!

Well, well, well...It's been a long time since I posted. So I thought I would share a little. "Share not scare" - I love that episode. Well, here's what I decided today. I HATE drafting!! What was I thinking! Was I thinking? In theory, it's a good idea - practical, pays well. BUT NOT FOR ME - why did I not know that. Me Nina - want to be art curator, not draftsman. Well darn I just wasted some more of my more valuable possessions - my time. Well I did some research and art curators need to go to school for six years and it is a very competitive field, apparently there aren't that many openings. I called and harassed the Orlando Museum of art this afternoon. I though I was leaving messages in different mailboxes, but I believe now that the same women received ALLL of them, oopps. She really wasn't very nice or encouraging when she called back. I wasn't even asking for a job, just some advice about the kind of person they would be interested in hiring in the future for when they ARE hiring. Yep, not helpful at all. I might have to let that idea go. But you know that is what I wanted to do when I was like 16. That and be a tour guide in Europe. Uhhmm, maybe...no Nina - just say no.

Well last week was "jolly". I'm looking forward to a peaceful weekend - no dog bites. Just kidding, Abby you are always welcome!!! If any of you guys took mr P's class - I think I almost DIED TODAY!!! his lecture on geometric dimensioning really is inhuman. I really was like, "he's speaking anther language"- I didn't know a single word of what he was saying - I didn't even try to understand what he was talking about.

You know what the alpha and omega is? It is the first letter and the last letter in the Greek alphabet. I'm sure I should have already known that, but I didn't. Just a little tidbit of what I learned in my juicy Art History class - I LOVE that class!!!! Well we have oral review tonight, which I haven't quite finished - so I'm offf!! See ya guys